4 Black Walls (Free Form)

4 black walls..

I sit alone communicating with them.

Confessing to them, as they have seen through my rigid heart.

The path my legs have walked in through

darkness shades, cold breeze fills the air.

4 black walls..

I continue to sit alone but to stare this time.

Eyes getting blurry, they know exactly how i feel.

The thoughts in my mind, the strength of holding on.

Nights with one head on the pillow, me alone.

These walls have seen it all.

Where is peace? Im beginning to think it forgot me.

Left here on the island, ocean shores. 

Waves hitting back and forth, "Help anyone" I scream.

But its just me in this empty hole.

Eyes open up.

4 white walls..

Happiness comes? scent of lies in the air.

I look left and right, 3 walls have been white.

Shadows behind my back coming straight at me

With paint on their hand dripping down their feet.

Who could it be? 

Its those 4 black walls trying to save me.

Race To Your Heart

A new morning getting closer and closer

With new obstacles standing on my way

My path remains the same as always

While dodging these bumps, day by day

Stopping became an impossible thing to do

Because my focus is straight towards the finish line

Even though its tiring to race the whole world

But its worth the grand prize of you becoming mine

People get in my way leaving words to hurt

But little do they know I'm ahead of them

Leaving behind the footprints of my shoes dirt

Cruel some might seem to understand me

But they only judge what the eye can see

Im just a man determined to reach his prize

The man that wont stop to let go until he dies

People try to break the commitment I have towards you

They try and try but fail every time

Im not losing this world wide race

Because I'm ahead of these people as they are miles behind

Its the soft touch you bring that increase my engine on fire

Its those dimples on your cheeks that keep my head higher and higher

Years past, I'm not losing hope at all

People can throw these obstacles at me everyday 

Buy you'll never see me fall

Memories Back Then

  

Remember those times along time ago

When love was the only feeling between you and I

Teach me how, how did you ever let go

When I still go to the places when you first caught my eye

Remember the walks we once shared before

Hand by hand, nothing would tear us apart

I still have our picture at my wooden door

And those midnight messages from the very first start

Remember my car and the songs we shared

Remember the times when people would talk but we never really cared

Or maybe you’ll remember cheering me when I won that race

Did you really forget my blue shirt or even that sandy place

Remember the bracelet I once gave you

You took a picture of it holding my hand too

It’s a shame everything we had just passed away

I don’t even remember where we went wrong

It could have been 5 years, 2 months and 1 day

But I guess we grew far apart way too long

Now im just carrying my heart and holding a deep breath

I have lost hope in love the moment my heart bleeded to death

That was supposed to be me next to you sitting in a chair

And hearing words like “aww they’re deeply in love, such a cute pair”

But you ruined my plan, my dream, my goal

And made my heart stop pumping blood from a severe hole

Im moving on for good, don’t ask me how

One thing I have to say to you “Goodluck with your marriage now”

A Better Me

Summer has came and gone

we're just left with winters rain

No more sunshine to light up the sky

instead comes the dramatic pain

Sorries fill the blue skies

while mistakes occur with no blame

No one can admit their wrongs

while inside of them is their furious flames

Only a man can stand by his own

and say Dear Love, I am wrong

sorry for the fights that happened

but in my heart is where you truly belong

Whatever you want, I will most definitely get

The mistakes i have made before, i truly hope you forget

So hold my hands and lets see what life has to unfold

My love i promise to you keep you warm whenever you feel cold

Let this poem explain how my heart truly feels

Just wait for the day when i will raise a ring and kneel

Happy New Year

Looking back as the moments passed by

This is a new year filled with love and pleasure

Colorful fireworks fill the dark night sky

These moments we cherish is our most favorite treasure

I wish this becomes the best year yet 

Lets just hope it contains love and not war

My vow is to give you whatever you want, you get

instead of being the selfish man i was before

The mistakes I made before, let them go

because this new year is a brand new me

as cliche as that sounds, we shall grow

forever together to envy every wanna be

So lets embrace this moment to cherish the love 

that was sent from God himself up above

Don't let this poem make your eyes tear

my love, Happy New Year 

The End

You had my heart, You had me forever

I was beside you always, but now its never

Dont count on me anymore , Coz i wont be there

I used to look out for you, but now i dont even care

Im usually never this cruel

But you changed me from a friend to a fool

How can i ever forgive you, How can i ever let go

You'll never cross my mind, and if u do you'll never know

You brought me sadness to my life , You gave me a huge scar

You live in my past, but im gonna forget who you are

Dont come back to me no more, Dont ever even call

You were blessed with my love when i gave you my all

Its such a shame when i thought u were the one

Its raining now but eventually sun will come

And when it does you'll see me shinning

So i hope you just dont come back to me crying

Read these words ... Its The End

You just lost your very best friend

I Tell You

(In A Girls Point Of View)

I tell you im in love with you

But I just don't know why

Why you still keep hurting me

And some nights make me cry

I tell you your my everything

But you always seem to ignore

I sometimes begin to think

That we'll never be like before

I tell you im in need of your love

And I'll never make you go mad

But you always bring me greif

And change my mood to sad

I can never see myself angry

While im right next to you

Your always gonna be my weakness

And I'll just be the girl that met you

You fool me with words

But I know im just the same

Same as any other girl

That puts it all on her blame

I wish I could stop loving you

But I dont know which direction to go

Its really hard for me to end this

When your the closest person I know

Can someone out there help

Help me to guide my way back

I need to know where to start

Cause I've been lost forever in this track